I’m starting to get anxious about going back to work and about leaving L at daycare. He will no longer be attached to me. I won’t be able to kiss him or hold him or nurse him on-demand anymore. Daycare will get him on a schedule – which isn’t a bad thing I know-. But it means our exclusive time together is over and he’s growing up.
The second child has appeared to grow up much quicker than the first. 😔